Kinky
My Buddy Kinky (he had a kink in his tail)
Kinky your family started with your grandma coming home as a rescued pup
in a pocket, she harassed grandma Morag into a few more years of life,
brought the puppy out in her. Then came your mom, a beauty in her own
right, but so stupid about traffic! We howled together when she died. You
and your grandma Ralphie kept me going thru so much! My best friends, my
camping buddies - I could never open the van door without it being invaded
by kids - just in case...
Your disappointment when I would have to leave you home just tore me
apart, but your smiling face and greeting howls when I would return warmed
my heart after the worst of days.
You pretended to dislike Bailey when he came into our lives, but when the
two of you would race into the house, and your eyes were shining, and your
tongue hanging out - I knew it was a sham!
We clung to each other when your grandma died, you licked away my tears
and helped life go on. A short year and a half later you got sick, we
thought we could regulate the diabetes, but we never had the chance, the
cancer took you so fast! One week and you were gone! There is such a gap
in my life, and Bailey's, you were so quiet, but your presence made our
home. From a sqirmy little mouse born beside my bed you have been a huge
part of my life for 14 years, the gap will never go, although the pain
will lessen in time, then those flitting memories will bring a smile, not
tears...
Goodbye little buddy, I think you are now reunited with your mom and
grandma in a place where everyday is a high mountain lake camping trip,
where there is always new rocks to dig off the lake bottom, and the
squirrels never stop tossing spruce-cones out of the trees for you to
chase.........
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